Its a Matter of Life and Death !!

Every day we live with the same lifestyle, wish for things to own, things to have , targets to achieve, destinations to reach ...but in all dis hustle bustle, we somehow manage to ignore the thought of eternal truth.

Its a matter of life and death , is a common phrase that we use sometimes in our fast moving lives. this phrase has a lot of meanings for me .....

Starting from the start, matter of life and death usually corresponds to our consistently demanding jobs and working hours, our study and career in general. Sometimes we use this as 'oh come on this is matter of life and death'. the phrase explains itself..The thing is of utmost importance, is not even next to survival. So somehow i believe we understand that this so called matter of life and death is the utmost importance and is a major thing in our lives.

Suddenly i see things clearly, this matter of life and death is the TRUTH.

Something you cannot deny, something you have to face no matter what, even when you think you are prepared for it...and even when you are not. The meaning of life and death is such core of our existence that we just cant think of living without it, because the matter of the fact is , that it starts from the moment we are conceived. The first spur of life that does wonders for human race...and the miracle story flows.

As in a story all the time, there is a start and there is an ending. rest is just the story.

I feel the same about our weird lives.

There is a definite start and there is a definite end. Sooner or later the end is going to be here and the mystery is that you don't even get the chance to know when this end would stare you in your face. You will have no time, not even to say your goodbyes.

At that moment, even when you don't know whats going to happen, but still somewhere you feel like, i wish i could have said what i really felt about the people i love. I wish i could have been a better son, daughter, wife, friend...... I wish i could have got the chance to say good bye and best of luck to my young sons who would take on life . I wish i could thank my loving wife for her consistent support during the life i spend with her, even when she knew i wasn't always right. 
I  wish i could hug my brothers tight and tell them that i care.
I wish i could have told my mom, i didn't mean the rude words i used once.I wish i had some more time to see the celebration of lives in my house....if i would have known......i would have done things better.........

Isn't it that we all already know? That its going to end someday for sure.....Someday you might sleep , not to get up again? Scared of sleeping now.....and feel so restless as if the sand of time is running low and i don't even know how much is left up there. I just wanna catch hold of every adored person of my life, no matter how special they are or were at some point of time....and just saying whatever i wanted to.....

This life is too short to fight man. Too short to have differences, its the matter of life and death.!!!!!

Just live like there is no Tomorrow